Cutie pie lemon

wow…can’t believe there’s a place called Lemonville at McCowan and Bethesda…will have to take you there one day.

Seeing you again is making me all confused again…but in a good way I think!

Happy Birthday to you
Happy Birthday to you
Happy Birthday Dear Lemon
Happy Birthday to you!

Hope you have a great day! I’m gonna try to call you before I sleep!

I haven’t written in almost a month. I just wanted to come on here and wish you a very Merry Christmas. I hope you can figure out what you want to do…regarding what you told me last time…about your ex. If you think you can be happy with him, the only way may be to give it another shot. Only time will tell whether it is the right thing to do or it turns out to be a mistake. Hope when I call you later today you will pick up.

It’s 1:29am and I’m waiting for a bus. Usually I do this after I go out but today is different… I just got off work! It sucks really. I probably could have left half an hour earlier but I felt bad leaving my colleague behind. Now I just discovered I walked to the further bus stop to add insult to injury.

I haven’t written in a while because it’s been quite busy lately at work. Plus I don’t want to come here and complain about not talking to you enough.

I thought for a second your MSN status was about me. I guess it was wishful thinking. I guess I can only hope it’s not another guy.

The bus just drove by Yau Ma Tei and Kwong Wa Hospital was close by. I always wonder how your grandma is doing when I’m in the vicinity.

I think i’m beginning to realize that have been putting a lot of pressure on you and that probably contributed a bit to our even further distance now. I guess maybe we should start over… Start fresh. Can we?

Hi, I’m Christer… Nice to meet you, my fellow Argentinean football fan

I used to call you or text you towards the end of the work day. However, I haven’t done it in a long time…ever since you decide to not pick up my calls….it’s 9:55pm and I’m just leaving work now. What a boring Friday night…

Today I wore my AWAY Crespo jersey and my HAND OF GOD track jacket to work I feel good. Weekends have been really disappointing since we pretty much have no communication at all. Maybe you will surprise me…

I know I sound very negative lately here and I hate being like this…but I really can’t help it.

Great that Argentina beat Scotland on Diego’s debut. I can’t wait to watch Argentina play again.

It’s been one sleep since we had a bit of a talk on MSN when I was on lunch. I can’t believe you didn’t realize we are now 13 hours apart I guess you would have known if we still talk on the phone.

You know it’s not so much whether we talk, it’s just you used to miss talking to me and actually wants to talk to me. It just seems odd and bizarre that the desire is no longer there for you

怎去開始解釋這段情　寫一首關於你的詩
胡言亂語心思交瘁　仍未帶出合意字
假若可接觸鏡中影像　也許一切可以留得住
紫色的小盒子裡　盡藏著許多未了事

燦爛的晶瑩 代表絲絲愛意
暗裡隨著閃閃光輝　映照得奪目耀眼

＊幻像似的愛情　始終會消失去
那幻影卻一一再現我心底＊

怎去開始接觸這段情　彷彿知道不會容易
睡夢裡　追憶裡　在尋覓你的影子
你在我的心靈　泛起絲絲愛意
你卻無法停留讓我　捉摸　留住你

REPEAT　＊

幻像似的愛情　埋藏我心深處
每個冷冰的晚上　那溫暖都在我心

REPEAT　＊

幻像似的愛情　埋藏我心深處
叫我每一個晚上　也可抱擁著你

Didn’t know 林敏聰 wrote the lyrics… I like

I’m so sick of seeing happy couples. Not that I’m not happy for them. It just makes me aware of my single status more than ever. And then it makes me think about you. This happens wherever I go, whether it’s people taking pictures in scenic Tai O, couples that were all over each other last night at a birthday party, or simply couples at malls or on the streets…just makes me sad

Ok so I just an entire paragraph, a long one, because the “save” button mysteriously disappeared from the blog app. Maybe I wrote something I shouldn’t have and it was a sign for me to start over
So I should have txted you yesterday and said Happy sixth months but last time I said Happy five months, you pretty much completely didn’t seem to care. Maybe it was a good thing I forgot. It’s probably time I stop counting as I think it has lost its meaning.

It’s funny how things work…just when I start to get comfortable with the idea of not communicating with you all the time (not by choice, but because you don’t txt me or talk to me), you’d give me some light at the end of this dark lonely tunnel in the form of an SMS or two. And no, I’m not saying stop. I treasure every message I get from you…even the simplest “hello”.

I don’t understand. I thought I might finally get a chance to talk to you when you told me you were home during the day on Tuesday. I really thought I would after I showered. Only I came out to find that you’ve messaged me on MSN saying you have to go out. I was naturally disappointed yet again. You did say goodnight and sweetdreams, something I used to get from you everyday when you talked to me everyday (not so much anymore).

I was very happy to hear that your school is on strike…for two reasons…one is a selfish one….I’m hoping that will give you more time to talk to me…two is because you get to rest a bit and not have to be always tired.

I haven’t written here in almost a week. It’s not because I don’t care anymore. It’s not because I don’t have anything to say… Most definitely not because I’m starting to not like you… I like you…a lot…still. It’s mainly because I’m not sure why i’m writing. I wonder if my target audience, the only girl I want to reach in this very blog, is even reading let alone understand how I feel.

I am very lost at the moment. Maybe it is crystal clear and I just don’t want to face it. Or maybe there’s still hope and I’m thinking way too much………

I think I called you six months ago yesterday for the first time… *sigh* it’s been almost a month since we last talked on the phone. Maybe this is really it… I hope not.

The other night at the concert, I got some inspirations for which songs to put on Love Lemon Volume II. I hope I still get to compile this CD for you…

I really hope that the reason you don’t talk to me much now is just your idea of trying to get me to stop liking you…because it’s painful… *sigh*. Or maybe you did some tarot card reading and you found out you shouldn’t be talking to me
When I saw the words 晶瑩 on the screen while Hins and Eric were singing 幻影 and the line 燦爛的晶瑩 came up, I immediately thought of you. I used to really like Alan Tam.

Thankfully I caught you on MSN before you went to work. You were too busy getting ready though to really talk to me. I don’t know what I have to do to get a little bit of your time. Maybe the only way is when we see each other next. I really hope I don’t have to wait that long.